Pursuing My Ex-Wife Isn’t Easy chapter 943
“If I didn’t want Fiona to spend more time with me, why else would I send the emails to Bonnie? For Luna? What a joke. Don’t you know? I hated her right from the beginning, for six years. Nothing has changed! “
Joshua’s words rang in her ears continuously. After leaving Jude’s office, she boarded the first bus she saw. The people coming and going on the bus seemed to have nothing to do with her. It was not until the bus reached the terminal that she got out of the bus in a daze.
Getting off the bus, she gazed around at her surroundings, and unexpectedly discovered that she had arrived at Anne’s house by chance.
It was a working day and during working hours, Anne should be at the hospital right now, right? But recently Anne has been busy with her recent engagement to John Young, she might have applied for leave and stayed at home.
At this thought, she headed upstairs and pressed on Anne’s doorbell. Unexpectedly, Anne was home. Not only was she home, her boyfriend, John was there too.
“It’s almost lunchtime, I haven’t prepared lunch yet.“
Seeing Luna, John read the room and stood up quickly. “I’ll go get some takeout.“
With that, he left in a blur.
”What’s wrong? ” After John left , Anne pulled the downtrodden Luna to sit on the sofa. ”Didn’t you win the competition yesterday? Not only that, it was a beautiful victory, you even successfully cleared the rumors flying about you online. But why do I feel that you’re still very unhappy?”
Luna closed her eyes and sighed deeply. She told Anne about everything that happened in Jude’s company, not leaving out a single detail. Finally, she lay on the sofa dispiritedly, looking at Anne with faint eyes. ”I feel so confused now.”
Anne’s jaw dropped open, and it remained unhinged for a long time. ”This…this is too much, don’t you think?”
Even though everything that he did turned out helpful to Luna, he was completely using her and Bonnie to reach his goal of protecting Fiona!
”Even though I always knew that every single time Jude lied to me every time he told me Joshua used to have feelings for me….” Luna closed her eyes and sighed deeply, ”But this time, I heard him saying on the other end of the phone with my own two ears that he hated me.”
She laughed bitterly, ”I told myself I stopped liking him a long time ago , but at the thought that my love for him throughout all those years counted for nothing, that in the end, his impression of me wound up to be nothing but ‘hate’… It still hurts… ”
Anne sighed, walked toward Luna, and hugged her softly. She sighed deeply. To tell the truth, Luna had never truly forgotten Joshua, Anne could see this clearly.
She was Luna’s plastic surgeon’s pupil, and Anne participated in Luna’s surgery. In the various surgeries that anesthesia was not an option, Luna endured them all by screaming Joshua’s name.
Luna explained it by saying that Joshua was the person she hated the most. That was why she screamed his name when she was suffering the most because she wanted to survive by relying on the strength of her hatred for him.
But…
Later on, Anne’s professor told her that for most people, hate was usually born from love, from the heartache of not being able to obtain the love that they craved.
In the beginning, Anne did not understand, but now she did.
Luna loved Joshua too much, that was why her hatred for him ran so deep into her bones. If it was like Luna said, that she stopped caring about him a long time ago, then why would her hatred of him remain carved in her skin?
She sighed, her heart aching at the thought of the various things Luna did for Joshua over the years.
Right when the two women were entwined in each other’s arms, both sighing together, the door opened.
John pushed open the door with their lunch in his hands and was greeted by the sight of Anne hugging Luna with tears swimming in her eyes. Anne was the one who was comforting Luna, but while Luna’s eyes remained dry, Anne was the one with the red- rimmed eyes and tear-tracks streaking down her cheeks.
