Chapter 561 I Will Not Let You Go
Fu Sijue’s temper slowly went away because of Shen Qianan. He hovered above her and leaned closer to her. Looking at her luscious lips, he threw away all caution and captured her lips. Shen Qianan widened her eyes and struggled against him. However, the more she thrashed, the harder Fu Sijue held her down.
As a woman, especially one who had given birth once, the alarms in her head went off when she felt the heat pressing on the middle of her thighs. She thrashed about, but her attempts only increased Fu Sijue’s desire for her.
Once he pulled away from the kiss, Fu Sijue deftly brushed his hand against Shen Qianan’s red lips and said, “Qian, I know you want me too.”
His hoarse voice brought a shudder to Shen Qianan. She wanted to say something, but Fu Sijue’s large hand started roaming her body, scorching every part he touched. Shen Qianan could not stand it anymore and shouted, “Stop!”
“Stop?” Fu Sijue chuckled and lifted Shen Qianan’s clothes. He leaned into her ear and nibbled on the lobe, whispering, “Your body is reacting to me, so why are you stopping me? Your body can’t lie. You want me. That’s a fact.”
“Fu Sijue, don’t make me hate you!” Shen Qianan was utterly embarrassed. She summoned all her might and pushed Fu Sijue away, but her strength was nothing to Fu Sijue. It was a mere tickle from his perspective.
Chuckling, Fu Sijue wrapped his arms around Shen Qianan’s waist and flipped their positions. Their times on the bed began with Shen Qianan’s rejection until she eventually relented and ended once she could no longer keep up.
Shen Qianan was completely spent. She could not even put up a fight against Fu Sijue. After it ended, she stared at the ceiling with wide eyes. She wanted to escape, but Fu Sijue grabbed her by her waist and pulled her back into the bed.
The current situation left her feeling ashamed. Shen Qianan wanted to forget that this happened, but Fu Sijue was adamant in reminding her of it the more she tried to forget.
In the end, Shen Qianan chose to ignore Fu Sijue completely and turn her back on him. Fu Sijue originally wanted to take her to shower, but Shen Qianan’s cold shoulder disheartened him. He chose to leave her alone and went to the bathroom himself.
Catching onto the movement, Shen Qianan turned around and listened to the sound of the shower coming from the bathroom. She wanted to sit up, but she could not exert any strength and could only continue staring at nothing while lying down.
After some time, Fu Sijue came out of the shower.
He had a towel wrapped around his waist and bare above his waist. The sight of his sculpted body instantly made Shen Qianan blush.
Naturally, Fu Sijue noticed Shen Qianan’s flustered state. He narrowed his eyes, which contained a hint of a smile in them, and walked closer to her. Shen Qianan instantly felt a rise in temperature in the room and quickly turned her head away from him, not wanting to look at him.
However, Fu Sijue liked forcing her into things. His slender fingers slid under her chin and grabbed it, turning her face to make her look into his eyes. The embarrassment in Shen Qianan’s eyes did not escape Fu Sijue’s deep, brooding eyes.
Shen Qianan only knew that her heart was beating rapidly. She wanted to retaliate, but Fu Sijue would not allow her to. He smiled and bent down to envelope Shen Qianan in his arms. She was shocked and yelled, “Let go of me, Fu Sijue!”
“Good girl, I like it better when you call me Jue.” Fu Sijue gently kissed the corner of Shen Qianan’s eye. When his lips made contact with her eyelashes, he felt the person in his embrace tense up; it annoyed him.
“Let go!” Shen Qianan repeated.
“No!” Fu Sijue’s emotions surged up again, the quelled anger bubbling up once more.
He lowered himself and kissed Shen Qianan. Shen Qianan was shocked. She thought that Fu Sijue vented all his anger, but it did not seem like it.
Shen Qianan felt embarrassed and yelled, “Fu Sijue, don’t forget I still hate you!”
“Then so be it. I’ll love you better!” Fu Sijue countered and used Shen Qianan’s hand to tug off the towel on his waist.
Shen Qianan was surprised when she looked at the man. Her voice trembled from anger when she shouted at him, “You- You’re shameless!”
However, Fu Sijue only grinned. “Only toward you.”
That night, Shen Qianan did not get a wink of sleep. Fu Sijue continued torturing her in bed until dawn. He only stopped when she could no longer open her eyes.
Fu Sijue detached himself from Shen Qianan’s body and saw that she was already deep in sleep. Gentleness filled his eyes when he caressed Shen Qianan’s face. Afterward, he carried her in his arms and took her to the bathroom.
Fu Sijue cleaned Shen Qianan’s body swiftly. He could see that she was really exhausted. Once he was done, he carried her back to the bed and tucked her in gently.
Her weight was almost feather-like to him. Fu Sijue kissed the corner of her eyes and lips after he tucked her in.
Those deep eyes of his, which were usually unreadable, held a complex look. He never expected to reconnect with Shen Qianan and how much he cherished her.
Revenge was his life’s goal. For his revenge, he schemed and planned for years, but she appeared right before it came to fruition.
He did not know if her appearance was joy or grief. All he knew was that he would not let her go so easily now that she had appeared before him. However, he never expected her to go to this extent for her only sister, Shi Nuan.
That was a virus even he had no antidote to.
How could you not cherish your life and come to me with the virus in your body?
He knew that it was just a part of Fu Chengyan’s plan. Fu Chengyan was betting on Fu Sijue’s love for Shen Qianan.
Even though he knew it was all a scheme, Fu Sijue was willing to take the fall.
“How silly of you.” That year, Fu Sijue left her heartlessly because he wanted Shen Qianan to live peacefully without getting roped into the competition.
Then, she went ahead and got pregnant, even giving birth to their child.
Ever since he knew that she was pregnant with their child, Fu Sijue thought of giving up on his revenge. Maybe they could bring their child with them and lead a happy and peaceful life in a place no one knew.
Yet, he could not bring himself to leave it all behind. The burden of revenge on his shoulder was not something he could put down.
If she did not come back to him, maybe he would not find her even after his death. However, she did. She came, so Fu Sijue would not let go of her no matter what.
The phone on the side rang countless times, but Fu Sijue continued to watch Shen Qianan’s sleeping face. He did not want to divert his attention to anything other than her.
The phone stopped ringing eventually. Fu Sijue planned to lie down with Shen Qianan for a while, but his phone rang again. Shen Qianan stirred and turned her body from the noise, almost waking up from it.
Fu Sijue narrowed his eyes and grabbed his phone. Once he saw the number flashing on the screen, his eyes darkened. “Hello?”
“Mr. Fu, the mission failed. None of our men came back,” the caller, Ying, said.
Fu Sijue’s eyes became fierce when he heard those words. “What did you say?”
Ying repeated, “None of our men came back. I’m willing to take any punishment.”
“The reason!” Fu Sijue gritted his teeth. “Tell me why.”
“Li Heng and Pei Jingxiu’s men came very quickly. Originally, we succeeded and were on the way to transporting Huo Ling back, but Li Heng and Pei Jingxiu intercepted our people.”
“Useless!” The look in Fu Sijue’s eyes became more solemn.
It was the best time to strike and yet they failed. After failing once, there was no doubt that Li Heng would not let them succeed the second time.
If I can’t take Huo Ling, then…
Fu Sijue’s gaze landed on Shen Qianan’s face. He tightened his grip on his phone, the veins on the back of his hand popping. No one knew how Fu Sijue was feeling at the moment.
If I can’t get Huo Ling, then what do I do about the virus in Shen Qianan?
He originally did not need to worry because the virus could remain inactive for years as long as it did not come into contact with the catalyst. However, the virus injected into Shen Qianan was the virus in Shi Nuan’s body that had already been activated.
When Shen Qianan woke up, rays of sunlight shone into the room, and the room’s temperature also became warmer. The other side of the bed was already cold by that time. She got up from the bed, but she took a deep breath from the soreness she felt. Lowering her head, she saw the marks left behind by Fu Sijue and instantly felt embarrassment washing over her.
Pulling the sheets closer to herself, her eyes were fixated on the view outside the window.
All she could think of at that moment was how much she wanted to go home and how much she missed Yu, her precious son. She suddenly regretted agreeing with Fu Chengyan’s plan, but she knew it was not easy to go back now.
The possessiveness Fu Sijue demonstrated scared her. If it was before, she had some anticipation of meeting him again. However, this period of association with Fu Sijue made her understand how he felt for her, and this feeling he had for her was what scared her most.
Knocking sounds at the door pulled Shen Qianan out of her thoughts. A voice called out, “Mrs. Fu, are you up?”
It was a servant Fu Sijue hired for this villa.
They would come and wake her up on time each day. Since something happened between Shen Qianan and Fu Sijue last night, the servant did not wake her up at the usual time.
Shen Qianan did not answer the question and continued staring out the window.
“Mrs. Fu, are you up? It’s already quite late. Mr. Fu is worried that you’ll starve, so he told us to prepare your meal. You can continue sleeping after eating, is that okay?” the servant continued patiently.
While the servant was patiently calling out to her, Shen Qianan was annoyed. She got out of bed and opened the door. Shen Qianan gave the servant a hard stare and said, “I’m not hungry.”
The servant reasoned, “Mrs. Fu, Mr. Fu said it’s not good for your health. You should eat your meals on time. How about just eating a little bit? You can resume your sleep afterward. It’s already three in the afternoon now.”
“Three?” Shen Qianan was surprised and said, “Okay then.”
