Feel the Way You Feel, My Love Chapter 1031
Sean wrote all about how well Shane’s parents treated him and what they did for him.
Natalie could see how happy and content Sean felt under Shane’s parents’ care.
At least until this point, Sean only loved them as parental figures.
The first trace of worry that Natalie had seen so far appeared in an entry written when he was twelve.
He wrote about how his aunt and uncle were about to bring Shane back home and how terrified he was that they would no longer love him if Shane were home, that they would stop loving him as if he were their actual son.
That was why, as Sean wrote in his diary, he told his grandpa to leave Shane overseas for a little bit longer.
“He must have been much too anxious,” Natalie said with a sigh.
He had never felt parental love before, so that was why he clutched at any straws that Shane’s parents gave him. He must have been terrified that he would go back to being unloved and alone if Shane came back.
He might have done many horrible things, but he was rather pitiful as well.
Natalie massaged her brow and gently brushed her fingers against the diary.
Sean wrote about how Shane continued to be left overseas and how he could happily go back to being loved by Shane’s parents.
Before the two of them passed away, Sean held completely normal feelings toward his aunt, simply seeing the two of them as his real parents.
When he turned thirteen and heard about his surrogate parents passing away, he went through a lot of emotional trauma and even had to go to the hospital for a burning fever. He blacked out for a few days before waking up, and when he did, he had completely changed.
Sean even mentioned in one entry how he often dreamed about his aunt.
He missed her so much that his feelings for her began to warp and become inappropriate.
“That’s sad.” Natalie sighed and continued reading.
Back in the study room, Shane nodded after listening to Silas’ report. “Do as you proposed, then. Let me know the results as soon as it happens. If this turns out well, I’ll consider sending you for devolution.”
Silas’ eyes lit up at the sound of that. “Thank you, Mr. Shane! I will do my best to finish this and won’t let you down!”
Devolution had been Silas’ dream.
While being Shane’s assistant was a great position to be in, it would be even better to be sent to become the CEO of a subsidiary.
Shane hummed in response. “Is there anything else?”
“Yes, but I’m not sure if I should say it.” Silas adjusted his glasses in hesitation.
Shane looked at him. “What is it?”
“It’s about Sean and madam,” Silas replied.
Sean narrowed his eyes. “Sean and Natalie?”
“Yes.” Silas nodded. “You once mentioned that Sean had feelings for madam, and we just learned today that he also harbored those feelings toward your mother. I went back and thought about it and realized something shocking.”
“Which is?” Shane prompted.
Jacqueline had been the one to tell him that Sean liked Natalie.
The reason he believed it was because Sean had always treated Natalie with a different attitude compared to others.
Now, Shane was no longer sure if Sean liked Natalie.
“It’s their eyes. Haven’t you realized how their eyes are practically the same?” Silas reminded Shane.
He had never seen Shane’s mother, as she had already passed for close to ten years by the time he started working for Shane.
However, he had seen pictures of her. Shane used to have one right on his desk that he eventually stowed away.
That was why Silas could remember Lindsay’s face so clearly. Natalie might be more attractive in terms of looks, but their eyes were certainly almost completely the same.
He had realized this for a long time, but he never found the chance to talk about it.
He was also under the impression that Shane had already realized that the reason he fell for Natalie was because of her eyes.
